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I just received excellent news.   I received an Email from my teacher saying I passed my final paper and that means I do not have to take a final test... which means I get to graduate!

I've known for some time now that I will be moving away from this town and onto better things. I just have to figure out what those things are and where I want to go.

I still have moments where my past life encroaches on the now and drags me back, and I just want to say thank you to My father above who answered my prayer about a year ago when I asked if I should move in with roommates, or stay in a studio apartment.  He answered with "Roommates."

I have had growing experiences and made friends.  One special one named Becky.  She came into my room tonight when I needed a friend most.  She's so easy to talk to and open up to about some really emotional things in my life and I'm grateful to have a friend like her.

She told me something that I completely agree with:    That real life happens in the "betweens".  We all have meetings, jobs, places to go and things to do but it seems that we do most of our "living" in between all that.  Those things that matter most to our hearts.   She does an excellent job at helping me find life in between all my things and stresses. Whether it is taking a drive, chasing down deer, or just veging out in front of the T.V.   I'm going to miss her most.

Well I now officially have one final left with a few work hours before I completely shut this chapter down.  Cedar City has been a place of love, tears, friendships, heartache, struggles and blessings.   I have many mixed emotions about this place, but I think the lessons I've learned here will shape my future in ways I cant comprehend now.  Now I need to embrace this "between"  I have in my life, and enjoy.